"整个名人文化——我既着迷又反感，但最终我还是了解了。"

Simplified Meaning:

Some people find celebrities really interesting and follow all the news about them, even though they don't always like what they see. For example, someone might be amazed by the lives of famous actors and musicians, captivated by their glamor and drama. However, the same person might also feel annoyed or disgusted by the way celebrities behave or how the media constantly focuses on them. Despite these mixed feelings, they still find themselves knowing a lot about these celebrities because it's everywhere—on TV, in magazines, and on social media. This shows that even if we're not trying to pay attention to famous people, it's hard to avoid because it's a big part of our world. If someone wants to apply this idea to their life, they could think about how they spend their time and whether they want to shift their focus to other activities or interests that make them happier.